living corpse

every moment seems just now i just felt like a living corpse...

every moment when i wasn't concentrating... all i could think of was me going away soon... maybe then u would be happy... someone would be able to replace me esp after what happened today... i'm more certain every girl can replace me... this time i know u wun ask me to stay anymore... cuz i shattered every single bits and pieces of ur heart... and trying so hard to mend it back it's difficult.

but i still hope u will ask me to stay... i pray... for ur love, ur forgiveness, ur words to make me stay... u know the reasons why i'm leaving again...

sorry if i'm selfish...