Only for my One and Only

Just like celebrated Matin's birthday on 26th Dec.. damn fun... we made our own bbq pit - with aluminium tray and wire gauze... supported by the shopping baskets from Carrefour... and one of them caught fire and the plastic melted...

look at the pictures and you will know how much fun we had...

working hard

larris as usual -camwhoring

putting out the fire

haris in funny sarong

the pretty voodoo members

2 hot babes and a funky guy

this photo was for fun.. the vespa belongs to Zarin... and i love the colours... it was worth the $$$

fadz trying to be cuter than me... *kidding*

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my baby have been using 'Breathe Right'

and it really helps alot... how it works i really dun understand cuz i didn't use it... but he really doesn't snore at all at night...

So people who snores alot can try using it...

i been not able to sleep lately... and alot of things on my mind.. am i just thinking too much?

time management screwed up...

UOL just got my email regarding my study guides... thank god! i am not so concern abt the study guides actually.. but more like concern if i can still take my exams... cuz i do not wan to be kick out of school without knowing and it's not my fault that i didn't receive any letters from them...


Read this story baby... it's just like me and you...
Romantic Stories

Love u so much...

Another Slee[less Night...

it's 3:04am in the morning now and i'm still f***ing awake!!!

i was kinda pissed when i got home to see the laptop charger which i've just gotten like less than 1 month ago melted and there was a visible hole. When i ask my mum, she said she help me to charge after using it, cause it was low batt. Guess what, she told me she charged it the whole day !!!! that explains why... then i started to sob and shouted at her... i know it's my fault... but i just want u guys to understand now why i do not want to let u all use my laptop, cuz u f***ing dunno how to take care of it... what if it exploded or what if my laptop was the one which exploded???

(something's wrong with the picture - click on the image to see the clearer and bigger view)




*breathe in* *breathe out* *breathe in* *breathe out*

Justin's now sending me Nightwish --my favourite!
and i'm sending him his recording photos...

was like reading some friends' blogposts... some so emo... some so in love... some so pessimistic... and some with no feelings at all...

Read a girlfriend's blog... and she has all the acronyms of each word at the end of each blog post pretty obvious it's for the boyfriend... i think you should just type out the whole feelings instead... because if you wan someone to know how u are feeling just let the person know straight, whether it is written or spoken. By doing that, probably he wouldn't understand... i learnt this by experience... i did what u r doing in the past, in the end, it ended up with more misunderstandings... Speaking the truth hurts, but hearing the truth from others hurt more...

Reading all these blogs, (not trying to be an idiot) i realized sometimes i'm really not as unlucky and as unfortunate as many others.

Now i'm going to lie on my bed, play my 'cooking mama 2' and try to get some rest...

my new 'toy'

i got a new DS LITE!!!! a pink one!!!

super happy.. baby bought it for me... a surprise and early christmas present.. =) so sweet!!!

totally love it!!! and it has my favourite game... *Cooking Mama*

gonna go salivate over it!!!

ta-ta....

Gigs.Gigs.Gigs.

Been super busy the past 2 days...

A healthy person supposed to get 8hrs of sleep each day... but i got like less than 8 hours of sleep the past 3 days...

But it was fun... had 3 gigs within 2 days... travelled a fair bit... and kinda like a little bonding session...

We kinda had an illegal gathering at baby's old house on sat night after performance so that we can travelled together to our next performance on sun morning 6.30AM!!!!! It was kinda awesome cuz everyone was like super tired... but still did alot of stuffs together...

Had KFC and Mcs.

Eugene was like the first guy to sleep la!

then the rest slowly dozed off after umpteen times of failure attempts to try getting Kung Fu Panda DVD to play. it just refuses to play and keeps hanging at the exciting parts! darn!!!

Then siraj was like waiting for people to go out with him to have a walk or something which he then fall asleep soon after... then larris and fazwan then decided to go out to have a walk but seeing siraj is asleep they decided to wait for him to wake up... all the waitings.... haha =)

and LARRIS!!!! OMG!!! he talks freaking loud! and a little lazy. but he's nice overall.. haha =P

and now time for photos again!

The "Fanstastic Four"

An 'unglam' photo of me pointing to ashraf and fadz the postition of the motif

the "big" heroes!

Terrible Day -.-

Woke up with terrible headache, bad cold, and sore throat... the worst is i have no food at home and no one's in... and the rain is freaking heaving...

Must be because of the rain i got caught in 2 days ago...

Went to Ikea 2 days ago to check out the prices and stuffs and ytd to get all the stuffs for FAD...


Me with the $3.90 cushion



Trying to get the measurements of the table




See my reflection? Fadz say it would be nicer not to see my face... Such an ASS =P



The stuffs bought!!!

I need money!!!! Anyone wanna donate to this poor girl here...

Nothing beats doing this...

so busy these few days... painting jobs and more painting jobs... but i get tons of fun from it.. although only the same few people who were always there to help and entertain.

now pictures time!









Then spent some alone time with baby... went to bugis... and they have carousel!

and isn't my baby cute?!! LOL

=P

just now earlier, we went to eat steamboat at bugis area... *sweetsssss*

-now tired... sleepzZz-

i didn't mean to be asking so many questions..

just felt irritated over some stuffs...

but you didn't have to be so "evil back"...

you straightaway sianz...

told you i not feeling well... your concern was only " ok.. take care of yourself.. "

people have times when they are not feeling at their best... probably.. it's today that coincidentally we don't feel at our best or i'm just being unreasonable...

It's baby desmond bdae!

Baby's birthday- 3 days ago...

it was no excuse not to celebrate his birthday just becuz he's having exams...

so the clever and thoughtful jaslyn-ME... cooked up a sumptuous dinner for him...



he actually finished everything!!!

but my jelly was a failure... *so SweeT*

then at night, i bought a cheese cake and got matin, ashraf, fadz, justin over. So his birthday is a lil more crowded...






Baby, i promise i will make it up to u... after your exams...

Good luck for your exams! jia You!

TO BOYFRIEND

Happy 2 years Anniversary.

will never ever forget this day 2 years back.

Loves.

to seek for solace.

things pile up one by one.. waiting for me to "unpile" them one by one...

i'm no longer working cuz my dad decided he wants to support me.

i'm the management of my percussion group with Fadz.
Voodoo's the name.

my bf is my boss.

it's 3.12am and i'm not asleep.

[ does is matter if you are a girl, lady, chick - yeah.. you get what i'm trying to say.., so does it give others the right of looking at you differently? you are human after all. you are just developed differently. but it does not mean that you can be chided, disrespected, beaten, etc!!! stand up for yourself if you think there's nothing wrong with yourself!!! ]

-the moments of doubts-

i'm so dead beat.. but i just have to do this even if i gonna die.. =P





anyway, faiz, jerald, shawn, justin, rajiv, julian drank @ the pub i worked at...

faiz is perfectly oright
shawn is high now
justin is crazy now
rajiv only rmbs that 2*2=4
julian is high

and the best part is jerald told me he wanted to puke when he got home... he stood in the toilet for 15 min and he farted instead.... LOL

[some people just dun get it that there are alot of wonderful people around them waiting to be cherished, but they just hurt them instead]

baby, u r still the best...

eh.... lol! got alot of things that i wanted to blog.. but suddenly dunno where to start, or rather i dunno what to blog....

baby's not feeling well these few days and i couldn't give enough care to him... looking at him sleeping at night... he look so peaceful, happy yet uncomfortable... but i like the look on him... just so happy i was given an opportunity to be with him... 

at times, i think i might have irritated him.. or frustrate him... which i'm really trying very hard not to... but i still wanna say sorry... at times, certain things are not supposed to be meant the way i put it... i'm not good with my speeches and stuffs... tt's why it doesn't come out right from my mouth... which i really hope to get understanding from...

whatever it is, just being able to accompany you... just feels blissful...

-s e v o l-

argh!!!!! fuckkkkk!!!

trying my best to get used to it... trying... wonder if it's the same for u... i know things will be different from now on... so much things to tell u.. but u prolly be too tired after work...

sorry but i'll try.


-e t r a s-

this is my second day of new year.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAN.

ALWAYS BE MY BABY (Mariah Carey)

We were as one

For a moment in time

And it seemed everlasting

That you would always be mine

Now you want to be free

So I’ll let you fly

‘Cause I know in my heart

Our love will never die

You’ll always be a part of me

I’m part of you indefinitely

Boy don’t you know you can’t escape me

Ooh darling ‘cause you’ll always be my baby

And we’ll linger on

Time can’t erase a feeling this strong

No way you’re ever gonna shake me

Oh darling, ‘cause you’ll always be my baby

I ain’t gonna cry

And I won’t beg you to stay

If you’re determined to leave boy

I will not stand in your way

But inevitably, you’ll be back again

‘Cause you know in your heart babe

Our love will never end

You’ll always be a part of me

I’m part of you indefinitely

Boy don’t you know you can’t escape me

Ooh darling ‘cause you’ll always be my baby

And we’ll linger on

Time can’t erase a feeling this strong

No way you’re ever gonna shake me

Oh darling, ‘cause you’ll always be my baby

I know that you’ll be back boy

When your days and your nights get a little bit colder

I know that you’ll be right back baby

Oh baby believe me it’s only a matter of time

You’ll always be a part of me

I’m part of you indefinitely

Boy don’t you know you can’t escape me

Ooh darling ‘cause you’ll always be my baby

And we’ll linger on

Time can’t erase a feeling this strong

No way you’re ever gonna shake me

Oh darling, ‘cause you’ll always be my baby

been so long since i've blogged... nearly forgotten about it till i saw my sister with her auction blog... pretty much has been going on and it's like 24 hrs never seems to be enough...

nothing much changed except that now i'm working in Borders Bookstore for like more than 4 months already... and my semester is ending soon... exams also pretty soon... and time is like nv enough... however... time is always there whenever i wanna accompany baby...

it gonna be Chinese new year soon... tml would be eve... and still got debts unpaid... but i'm determined to pay them back before this months end... just did a calculation... without the ang bao.. after all the debts... my bank will definitely be $0.00.

Was planning the genting trip.. now i don't even know if i would have enough to survive till the trip or not... really wanna go out a trip to relax!!!!!!

Just did hair extensions-wavy kind for new year... somehow now i wish i did not do it.. cuz it's painful to sleep with the extensions and showering is worst... but the good thing is.. it's nice and it looks natural...

Has been watching L Word. a lesbian show... which is pretty nice.. the dialogues are quite interesting.. and u can never imagine how open-minded the states is about lesbos... (fyi: i'm not one)

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This sections here is for baby... V'day is coming and looking at my bank account... calculating the money i have, i prolly won't be able to get u a fanstatic present... and u will be having ur exams. However, i just want to tell u i love u more than the year before and i'll try my best to get u a nice present... so sorry baby... let me get thru this period of poverty first.
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