tell me how...

today... we had a lil arguements, or rather eh... dunno how to put it... once in cab... once just few mins ago...

firstly didn't meant to be rude...

secondly didn't meant to ignore...

whatever reasons i have... doesn't seems to be accepted... or maybe no one wanna listen... cuz everything from me is unimportant... i dunno...

sometimes... i could just break down then wonder why am i doing all these... my answers are blurry already... i nearly couldn't figure everything out anymore... tell me how... no one appreciates... even if they do, they dun tell.. they dun show.. and i nv know...

it's difficult.. i feel like i'm being pushed away and no one is pulling me back... i'm slowly drifting away... further and further..

can i just end it here...? mylife...

-menses day1-