it's been nearly 12 hours... and there are no signs... not a single movements... not a single sound... it's like everything is not alive... i wonder why i deserved to go thru' this... i wonder... my brain's dead from lack of nicotine... played sims 2 ytd nite... baby bought it for me.. thanks so much....

these are so random...... i need to know where i stand... cuz no one certainly deserves this.. esp me...

looking at the wordsearch book... but i dunno what am i trying to do with it... anyway... is it autumn festival? cuz my mum just bought 2 mooncake just for me to eat... so touched....

somehow it's terrible.....

baby... when u see this, i would prolly be asleep... tot would see u online... but nvm... tml when u leaving house to find me... call me or something... see u tml... goodnite...

u know what... u r a goddamn bitch

it really sucks to be poor... really really... not trying to be negative but that's the truth...

wanna see the list of my loans?

To: Auntie Pauline - $5,000 (for UOL school fees)
To: Uncle Peter - $2,000 (for UOL Application fees)
To: Auntie Irene - $1,450 (for UOL Registration fees)
To: Auntie Irene - $250 (for SATS)
To: Baby - $170 (for tiding over the month of family crisis) *whereby some are already cleared
To: Granny - $400 (for my trip to Australia with band last yr)
To: Hazmi - $18.69 (refund from spree-er to him but not transferred to him)

The GRAND TOTAL = $9,288.69

Look at the list... it's not exhaustive....

Anybody wants my blood for $1m?

i know i'm not... it's just irregular...

stressing over the wrong things.... giving myself unneccessary stress.

2 sis at home and down with hand,mouth,foot disease... dun even dare to go near them...

hope they get well soon!

it's National day. Singapore has just turned 42 yrs old i think... kinda young actually... and it's holidays for everyone... everyone just love holidays.. me too... i love holidays... you know what's the meaning of holidays? it means "having more time to spend with your love ones". yepz.. wanna spend more time with my love ones...

so my plans goes like that tml.
morning - 7am head to market with mumMy to buy praying stuffs
dunno what time i'll be back home...

noon - 11 plus have early lunch with family...

then head down to baby's... but no time given yet... prolly mj... prolly stay home whole day... i dunno... prolly walk ard BP area... but nvm.. as long as i get to accompany him.. everything should turn out well... but please dun get used to it... i still wanna go town with u... :)

alright... kinda late... for me... hope u guys have fun tonight...

wo hui bu hui hen........? I LOVE YOU!

Haven't been uploading much photos... shall upload as many as i can... (some are super long ago)

me n baby

soccer time!

the typical matin who would not turn to his back.. -camwhore- =)

Practising some formation in band room

Eating at "i forgot where"

having discussion at 'Restroom'

doesn't this looks sweet... yupz..

baby just bought a tiny teddy bear hp strap for me.. it's so cute...

haven't been spending much time together... guess partly it's me.. always have to stuck in library. and gotta go see doctor with mummy and stuffs.. another part would be, baby's having exams soon. and he shan't fail.

but i know baby still misses me alot.. right? =P i miss u too...

it's first day of school but i'm totally like not excited about it even though it's my fav sub. i know something gonna go wrong... somehow... somewhere... but i dunno what...

am i detestable? or r u trying to be ignorant and irritating?

i dunno...

anyway, ytd BB got the outstanding arts award... it's pretty cool... but just as usual, people somehow will spell our group name wrongly... but still ya... it's all about us and not the trophy or cert... and the fondue, the sushi, the pastries, the tempura!!! OMG!!! we were like having picnic la...

haha... guess that will be all... will uploads photos soon...