this is the best class i would ever have in Ngee Ann... no one can ever replace this class.. (missing people in picture)

was playing game with baby... i just seem so lousy all the times... no matter how hard i try... it's not abt the game.. suddenly just tot of my dad... at times i really wanna blame him for not giving me the life i need when i start to understand what's happening ard... yes... maybe some people might say i already had the best before... and yes... baby.. u ask me to move on... only u r helping me to move on... thanks baby...

dun feel helpless... cuz u have been most helpful... and i love u... u know it... if u din appear.. i prolly wun be whr i am now.. thanks to u... for everything..

feel so much better after telling u all this... arigato baby...

wanna be nice and this is all i get.. yes.. i had faults.. how abt u... it takes 2 hands to clap...

so sick-physically
so tired-physically and mentally...

lucky... baby, u r always there to let me know everything is alright... thanks...

did a quiz...

TRUST a very difficult word to explain its meanings...

that is why........

Estatic... the word to describe my feeling now. =D my smile can't go away...

me and des went to play arcade at PS just now.. and the only levels we went to were B1, 3 and 7...

3rd was to have swensens. had apple crumble.. it was just so sweettttt....
B1 was to withdraw money...
7 was to play the Big Sweet Land Game... =)

at first caught 2 toys already.. then after which we walked away... then des decided to catch 2 more in exchange for a very big piggy soft toy.. lol. this is really too many... but i must say he is damn pro.. he used less than $100 to get 4 soft toys after which 2 of it were used to exchange for the big one... plus the sweets... u can't imagine how much sweets i have now.. super diabetics diet... lol.

below are the toys and the sweets...



thanks baby... dunno what else to say but really thanks and love ya..

it's rather late and yes.. i'm still up TRYING to drain out my tireness, empty my brains and put AUDIT2 into it... sounds like some recipe... nobody likes this kinda recipe... it's neither sweet or salty... not to my liking at all...

gladly... this is my friggin' last paper for my whole of 3 yrs in poly... another 4 more hours and i'll be in the exam hall freezing... Zz... i wonder how much is the utilities bill (the air-con portion) of SIM each month.

Shocked to see someone at my door step at 3.30am... she came with the question of why do people fall in love.. i couldn't answer her.

Conversation:

Jas: OMG!!!

I hugged her.

Liana(crying): why do people fall in love?

I looked at her for awhile.

Jas: I dunno. What's wrong?

In the living room.

Liana(still crying): he dun wan me anymore. he says he hates me. after 3 yrs.

Jas: 3 yrs is short. it's his bad luck not to want u.

Liana described what happened.

Jas: give him up. no point hanging on to a rship whereby he can't provide you with anything esp. love which is the most basic. he doesn't treasure you. someone elses does.

Blah Blah Blah!

Liana felt happier then tok about my problem later on.

she just left... and i'm still studying... and sister is not home yet... daddy just called me asking where is she.. i bet he's calling her now to scold her.

Shall go back to mugging... the time now is friggin' 4.22am

somethings are just not meant to be. cannot be forced... one-sided is bad too...

i still got one blardy paper tml - audit... and i'm having a f***ing headache now. sorry for my crudeness... can't help it.. this is just the day whereby my mood is just not right... hope tml at 11am, i'll be alot happier... lets keep our fingers crossed.

going to continue mugging.... lemme work hard...

-bu zai le-

woah hoh.... just read haz's blog... sia la.......... why got one entry just abt me sia... sia la........... all my un-glam photos.... OMG la.. lol... later people see already all kanna scared off by me... especially those that u guys wrote on my leg... omg la...

if u wan to see the super funny photos abt me... look for me... lol... it's not something u will see often... =)
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This portion is everything i had thru'out this whole of 3 yrs in poly
-in order fr Year 1 to Year 3... so no one supposed to get jealous or whatsoever-

my poly life is gonna come to an end in 3 days time. (provided i dun fail, which i actually hope to, so i can accompany u guys longer)... i've 2 more exam papers to go... but i just have to do this first.

Yr 1 04/05- Kewei, KaiYan, 1A08, Chiu, Amanda, Andrew, Kian Siong, Sam, Ming Wei, Wen Bin, Law Fatt, Sunil, Gim Kiat, Rizal and any more that i can't name... the very first few people i knew in poly... making everything possible for me... all the quarrels and laughters. thanks once again! u guys r being loved!

Yr 2 05/06- Kewei, KaiYan, 1A08, Chiu, Sam, Wenbin, Law Fatt, Rizal, Matin, Hazmi, Baracuda Peepz, Lee Geok Lian, Eugene, Lionel, Fauzi, Jasper, Cheng Yee, Mei Chen, Shalene, Jojo, Winnie, Jia Jun, Ger and many more... all these people esp the last 3 i knew from outside poly made me feel that i'm always not alone and they are gr8 people who always make things happen for me...

Yr 3 06/07- Kewei, Kai Yan, Yi Chiang, Liner, Desmond, Winnie, Jia Jun, Ger, Sam, Wenbin, Law Fatt, Matin, Hazmi, Baracuda Peepz, Michelle, Conrad and many more... some of these people appeared only in the later part of my 3rd yr... but they created alot of fun and memories for me... in attachment, in sch, in life and in heart...

seriously without all these people... my life in poly for past 3 yrs would be boring... thanks to all of u guys... for all the bad i apologise and lets forgive and forget.. for all the gd, lets keep it in our heart deep down as the most wonderful memories. you peepz lemme walk thru my 3 yrs being very contented. i love all of you guys!!!

this is gonna be a short entry....

today was a perfect day... everything was very very very gd... wo yi jing hen jiu mei you zhe zhong gan jue le... xie xie ni... *hugs*

you gave me what i din get for the recent past...

thanks...

happy valentines' day!

May all couples stay together forever...

tell me now... i know it's difficult not to do tt... but shui shi ni de nu peng you... seems like i'm not the only one... sorry tt i like to assume... sometimes i can't help it... once again... sorry... for searching thru ur smses, cuz i rmb u saying it was okie... dun mind me flipping thru and stuffs.. so i tot, if u were a changed person, you wouldn't have anything to hide... nvm... i dunno is it me, or whatsoever... but i gonna forgive you one last time... i'm serious... haven't i put in enuff into this rship? haven't i? i am a girl and i have feelings... spare a tot for me... while you r doing tt, you know how am i feeling? i said this before... i really dun wan to repeat it to you face to face..tt's why i'm doing this.. if u read this... plz stop doing anything tt will hurt me directly or indirectly... it takes 2 person to love one another whole heartedly by being faithful...

i love you

lemme know if i'm wrong....

here i am studying in clubhouse... i really need support... whatever support i deserve...

having a lil fever still and headache.. feeling so stress.. i know i'm giving the stress to myself.. but nothing is helping...

WORRIED! STRESSED! and everything... argh!!!

there's something i really feel like shouting out to someone... but i shan't... cuz it wun help... or so i think... said it nicely before... din get thru that person. so nvm... keeping it in my heart is always the best.. to avoid any possibilities of quarrels, arguements, and everything...

just wanna be the only one you love...

i miss baby.. OMG... it's true.. only 6 hrs and i cannot take it... miss baby already... lol... well.. but both of us mugging... mug mug mug...

when we see each other then we will realized how much we miss each other. =)

Baby jia you for exams! everyone out there too... =)

haven't been blogging lately.. final exams are coming.. so ya... this is my last semester in this dreadful course... but i must thank the course that i got to know my baby. thanks taxation 2 in particular.. lol..

been quite hectic lately... studying, classes, revision lecture, baracuda performances... and alot more.. just ytd, BB performed at Rollin' Wok... a rest. in NTU..or was it NUS.. whatever... only 7 of us could perform... so there was me, desmond, matin, hazmi, haris, norain and siraj... it was fun though.. but not "high". then that hazmi and baby and matin was actually disturbing me and norain by making the puking sound... making both of us wanna puke.. tears cuddled up on my eyelid... and guess what.. i was eating the super disgusting "drunken chicken"... and it has some gelatine inside a shot glass... which haris say was nice. and he had 3 shots. imagine it.. yew!!! disgusting... couldn't take it... then they still continue to disturb... nvm abt that..

then the tpt back to school was like OMG... lol... our instruments were placed in a lorry... lorry used to fetch frozen food.. and everyone except Hazmi and Matin were like at the front seats getting all so comfy... while us, we were FREEZZZINGGGG... brrr... they eventually off it and stuffs liddat... funny... just so funny... was so cold that i tried so hard to talk but felt so lethargic..

then got back to clubhouse... but din go hm str8 away... we chat, gossip, bitch about everything... and we joke and laughed... toking about some band matters... just dunno why it has became liddat... all so screwed up.. or so i think...

alrights... supposed to be like studying now... but dun seems to be able to concentrate... mummy's missing... and dunno where is she now... just can't understand why adults behaving like kids...

i think what baby say is true... the older generation are de-generating... pls dun let that happen to me so soon... i still wanna enjoy...
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anyway... these 2 days with baby... was like OMG... dunno how to explain the whole feeling... it's like "high"!!!! OMG... you know what i mean baby.. lol. just couldn't control myself... rang wo men get high!!!!