humanz...

what's wrong with people nowadays?

when they start quarreling, they will nv stop.. cuz both parties wanna win... but when one side said forget it... the other side will still continue to aggrevate one another...

then one quarrel ends... another quarrel starts... and when that quarrel ends.. another quarrel start... with all different people...

i wonder how many litres of angryness does one person have in them per day... and everytime quarrel i will just in the end lose, shut up and give in... cuz the other party i quarrel with will nv do that...

haiz...

-i'mstartingtohatemyself-

i'm always not ok!

is it me, is it my heart.. i've been asking myself umpteen times... but i just dunno the answer... usually after a break up, or a separation or whatsoever, i will feel very sad but usually for a while only... (defines awhile : 2-3 days)... and i will be shaken and hearts will flutter after that while when guys wanna jio me or something liddat...

however, it's been 2 months plus... and i'm still liddat... u've ask me to be ur girlfren... he also asked me to be his gf... i've rejected straightaway... rayner even ask me to be his fling.. i was like "wtf"!!!! to me!!! no more flings.. sick and tired of flings...

me just wan A guy... and guys, i'm really not into any rship thing right now.. me wants a break... i'm seriously happy enuff to be in his arms... to be loved and pampered by him... i'm sorry that i hurt u all.. i dun mean it.. i wan us to be frenz... so i've rejected u all.. say i'm stubborn... say i'm playing hard to get... but i'm serioulsy not... i'm not even in the game... so dun hafta play... i love all u guuys as a FREN... (nth more than that)... tt's me... pls hate me if u guys have to...

-meloveshim-
-melovesuguysasfrenz- always and forever

hm... it's too fucking boring...

i woke up at like 8.30am today!!! and i can't believe it... when i come online... first thing people ask was...

"hey, u nv sleep ar?"

duh... i slept.. and woke up...

did i tell u guys that in perth i was pissed off a number of times? not only me, ke wei, and the others were pissed off too... by these 2 guys who call themselves guys... ---> Jasper (small one) and Benjamin (rumours abt him being a bi but he claims he's not and even held a meeting before perth to tell all committee members he's not)

so during meeting, i'm was like "whatever" and walked off...

but anyway, they were so darn irritating... that me and ke wei nearly shot their brains out to shut them up...

nvm already... decided to put up some photos of the Perth trip in my blog...



me, ke wei and chiu on our coach... =P



loading instruments and lauggauge up the coach outside perth airport



Lionel with his 1st Wife, 2nd Wife and 49th Wife---> that's me =P



Me and Shu Qin with the Hynoptise Wombat...

alrights.. still got quite alot of photos... wanna see come my hs find me.. =)

i'm back from Perth!!!

I'm back from Perth ---> Western Australia... and it was quite fun i must say...

had alot of sightseeing... at King's Park, at Orange Grove Orchard, at Swan Bell Tower, at Strawberry Farm, at Wildlife Park, at alot more other places... it's super cool...

the weather there is cold and windy... everytime when walking on the streets, the wind will blow until my face super numb... and nose feels like it is gonna drop off... too cold... we stayed in comfort hotel... and so on and so forth..

too long too type and too lazy... wan know more ask me... =)

*hugs* *sayangs*

hope u feel better soon... cuz i really dunno what to do... i dunno how to comfort, or whatsoever... i sark... i know...

but whatever it is... watashiwa ishiteru... sorry if i'm very irritatingz...

I'm flying...

in abt 8 hrs plus plus plus.. i will be gone from singapore... me going perth!!!! whahaha... till 23rd...

hehez...
me so excited.. until can't slp and dunno what to blog la.. =)

but anyway... i will come back with prezzies for respective people... shall not say who.. =)

anyway... will be back!!!! muacks everyone!!!

saturday band prac...

it's been a long long long long time since i went to sats band prac... haha... missing out quite alot... but i didn't regret.. i suppose i not playing for concert... or maybe just playing for the second half.. but as a committee member, i still hafta go for band... and i'm in charge of tickets.. those who wants to watch me, or the band.. just get tickets from me.. give u all discount.. haha.. my band got loads of chio bu hor... =P

anyway... after band, went to eat with alloysious (dunno how to spell), benjamin, and erm... a yr 1 guy... dunno very well... haha.. had crystal jade la mian... the xiao long bao is niceeeeeeeeeee....

then alloy, crazy bugger wanna eat gelare... haha.. so had gelare...



waffle with mango sorbet...

doesn't it looks tempting.. =P

anyway... after everything went to meet michelle at the pet shop she working in.. then we bored until we played bingo... =) haha... and she won..

so it wasn't quite a happening day... but fun i guess...

-the only person that can stop me from crying is the person who makes me cry-

saturday band prac...

it's been a long long long long time since i went to sats band prac... haha... missing out quite alot... but i didn't regret.. i suppose i not playing for concert... or maybe just playing for the second half.. but as a committee member, i still hafta go for band... and i'm in charge of tickets.. those who wants to watch me, or the band.. just get tickets from me.. give u all discount.. haha.. my band got loads of chio bu hor... =P

anyway... after band, went to eat with alloysious (dunno how to spell), benjamin, and erm... a yr 1 guy... dunno very well... haha.. had crystal jade la mian... the xiao long bao is niceeeeeeeeeee....

then alloy, crazy bugger wanna eat gelare... haha.. so had gelare...



waffle with mango sorbet...

doesn't it looks tempting.. =P

anyway... after everything went to meet michelle at the pet shop she working in.. then we bored until we played bingo... =) haha... and she won..

so it wasn't quite a happening day... but fun i guess...

-the only person that can stop me from crying is the person who makes me cry-

exhausted.............................

today supposed ta be a very lac day for me... but somehow i'm sitting here... feeling all so tired... so exhausted............

was sitting in the living room flipping thru classified... searching for jobs duh... and found quite alot.. called them up, and all were like telling me "interview at 2.30pm" "interview at 1.00pm" "interview at 4.00pm" etc etc... every jobs timing were so inflexible and i dunno why i called... then decided not to go for any... felt moodless then...

then called hazmi up and met him at MS... to have lunch with his 2 frenz... was still kinda early so went to find mich at HV...

reaching sch was like quite late tho... and the bus ride there reminded me of the roller coaster ride in Genting... the feeling of getting of from the ride and puking...



Cool huhs?

after putting up a performance for the challenger's camp... then went home... on the way home, looking out of the window... suddenly felt so emo... tears fell... OMG!! so dumb rights? *bang wall* alot of things went thru my mind... but everything was so blurry la... then the stupid Kelly Clarkson song "Because of you" played from my MP3... FarK!

forget it... overall i had my fair share of fun, fair share of getting bullied as usual, fair share of bullying people, fair share of pamper, fair share of everything...

-just felt super exhausted today-

what's love...

i think i am thinking a lil too much... but prolly i'm right... i dunno...

-heart's confused-

untitled!!!

went to db O... with mich, her bf, roderick and her boyfriend's frenz... couldn't get in at first cuz it's no more 18 for gals to enter... it's 20... and i'm like 8 months aways from 20... but the management allowed me to enter... db O mgmt rawks!!!

drank a lil too much... got back to tamp with freaking alcohol smell all over me... i can't realli recall what happened when i got to tamp... me was a freaking drunkard... i practically drown myself in alcohol... haha... but was forced to... or rather, i sucked at games.. so i had to drink.. the dance floor was packed and happening...

right now, i trying to find somewhere to go... otherwise i will be rotting or roaming ard the streets...

anyway, my hands itching for mj... pls call me if u guys have mj session k? =P

-what will happen to us?-

in my room...

just got back to this room of mine... kinda messy still.. haha... no one to pack for me... haha!!! me is just plain lazy...

shall go ikea and courts soon... get necessesities... (however u spell it) lazy to check the dictionary...

i had the two most wonderful days... it's splendid... it's perfect!!!

but good things nv last... everything has an end... so i'm back here... but u know what? there will be more gd things to come... there wun be an end for me... =P

and mi is still hungry... the kitchen is pathetic...

-go find food-

ur eyes...

those reading my blog wondering why i'm still home right?

flight cancelled due to some unforseen circumstances... will only depart on on thursday... if nothing happens again... and moreover... i'm still sick... always sick as usual...

i really loved my morning... it was the best morning ever since we went separate ways... everything... looking into his pair of eyes made me felt so warm... i dunno why... dun ask me why...

i tot i've already let him go... from my heart.... at that moment... i realized everything was still there... thru out all these times, i had only been forcing myself to forget and let him go...

oh wells.. nvm... just got back from hospital... had an injection... it was quite hilarious thinking back... the needle barely touched my skin and i was already crying... doctor was like trying to comfort me.. hahaz...

-hugs-

baracuda batucada rawks!!!

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