haven't gone home for 1 day.. and feels a lil dirty.. wore back the same clothes... but doesn't matter =D

ytd went over to Zrain's workplace = starbucks... ate and drank at no cost. =) everything was nice. then went to find baby to go home... dunno what was the purpose but i still did... tho there was no purpose but i think there's a reason why i would accompany him... simply becuz U (DESMOND) is an addiction. it's like nicotine. one day of not having nicotine, blood will rush very vigourously, then symptoms of headache will show... but u know what? it's a good addiction... =) it means i can't live without this addiction.

Baby is busy with his annual concert on coming saturday... but the thing i feel like doing is just sit down there and get ready with the things he need. e.g he needs food, it'll be there... basically it means, i'm willing to see to his needs... say i'm dumb. However, i wonder why he seems to be a different person in front of me when he's with his fren or alone... or prolly i think a tat too much. (gurls... sensitivity... but can't really blame them cuz they need secure and loads of love).

today stayed in school for awhile then gone to ACER with Hazmi... his lappy screen is a disaster!!! the screen cracks from one end to another end... and cuz he dun wan his dad to know that he dropped the lappy, so he brought it to repair center himself but he wants his dad to collect on behalf of him cuz the dad will pay... It's nearly $400/- exploitation =D then went to IMM to get food for baby...

dunno what kinda feelings stirred in you when u knew i bought food for you even though it's cold (isn't my fault (= ) and baby, can i have the feeling of being wanted? realized that u haven't answer a single thing whenever i asked u a question thru the blog. sometimes, things spoken in writing could be better plus i'm shy. =)

hm... haven't wrote this long for quite some time. it's now 1.34am and i'm feeling sleepy... so off to lala land...

-i love baby desmond-

by: your lifelong property