tears just keep flowing and flowing... everything is so blurry... so tired... need U to hold on to me...

so much stuffs to do... so much projects... haven't even started revising... i really dun wanna retain.. maintain my average results...

i dunno what else to do le... i'm on the verge of breaking down... then the things U say, makes me feel even worst... not i dun wanna hold on to it dearly... but at this moment i can't give u what u want.. i'm really so busy... just hope U would say u understand and tell me it's alrights... and that u will be there for me regardless of what... but u didn't... tell me what to do...

dun wanna do things i dun like.. dun force me to do things that i dun like... u know i dislike piano... getting my grade 8 was torturing enuff... i dun wanna continue even further... u can't understand me...

Baby... Hao Xiang Nian Ni... Hao Ai Ni... Ni Zhi Dao Ma........

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