argh

hate being busy... i wan lots and lots of time now...

GROUP projects is piling up... prolly i'm too used to the time when we 3 would always do work overnight at either your hs or your hs. tt's why, asking me to stay after school now to do project feels so tiring and all. I dun like online discussion. Work can nv be done well, cuz there's no proper communication. no offence, all these are how i feel and my preferences. i know u people got your own preferences too. tt's why i'm not gonna comment on anything in front of you guys... dun wanna have disagreements within the grp. i have cca unlike others, so they could have all the time to do projects and stuffs. but i don't. Then when i sacrifice my weekends to do, the rest can't, cuz they have other "commitments". Whatever it is, i just wish myself to pass, and not more.

today band prac and baracuda practice clashed, but we had permission to go for baracuda practice, cuz our show is on next sat. OMG!!! so much gigs, performances and school work, can barely take a breather. except weekends. so i shall fully utilised my weekends to play and rest and more importantly ===> U

today i did a "practical test". i was so tired in tutorial today then i suddenly think of U, and ta-da! i'm damn awake. so now i will use U to make myself awake. lol! sounds so wrong.

i just now took out my notes to study in the bus on my way home, then when people of my age grp boarded the bus and walked near my seats all looked at me as if i'm being alienated. lol!! wonder what was wrong.

and therefore, i shall end here by saying.............. me wants to break free from all these, especially projects.

-shag(i know it's a wrong word to use but it sounds more impactful)-